| Subject: RE: MURDER IN AMERICA |
Author: Fat Rakoon (host213-122-90-81.btinternet.com)
Date: 09-15-2001 02:38
Is that true?
It certainly help me cope with anything that life throws at me.
Currently, now I dont mean go on, but I have had it shit recently.
I have beensurrening from a bad accident for 3 years now, I lost most of the use of my left arm, and right leg, and I have massive brain dammage, 4 months ago, I lost even more use of my leg, and I am waiting to have a possibly final operation, to see whether I am going to lose it, but its possible that I will have another plastic knee - this one is a partial replacement where the backhalf of the joint is plastic which makes the joint painful.
My arm has bent where the bone has grown over the metal plates and twisted it, so I will need that operating on.
The handle bars of the bike went through my chest, and I have had to lose a lung, which makes thigns hard because I have cronic asthma. To top it off, the missus has fucked off with my 2 kids, I dont know where they are, possibly on the Isle of Wight with her mother, where she is NOT answering any letters or the phone, or in basingstoke with her auntie where I have no address, and I am fighting to get them back, but where the hell is she?
Do I let this get to me?
Well, actually, yes I do, I cry every night to be honest, but the one thing that keeps me going is to try to look at the funny side of things. I try not to piss people off, thats not what I try to do, I dont want to see people get upset either! - if we all got upset about things, then we would all end up suicidal, so why cant we try to use humour to try to cope?
Thank you for your support.
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